June 2022 – Pleasant Nights

Title: Elsewhere

Author: Alexis Schaitkin

Genre: fantasy, dystopia

Thank you NetGalley for this book!

I read Saint X a while ago and was really impressed by it. The story was excellent, and the language was just gorgeous. So, when I saw this one on NetGalley, I requested it in eager hopes that it was just as good. And it’s not. It’s BETTER! I absolutely loved every minute of reading this book. And it’s one I will think about for a long time.

From Goodreads: Vera grows up in a small town, removed and isolated, pressed up against the mountains, cloud-covered and damp year-round. This town, fiercely protective, brutal, and unforgiving in its adherence to tradition, faces a singular affliction: some mothers vanish, disappearing into the clouds. It is the exquisite pain and intrinsic beauty of their lives; it sets them apart from people elsewhere and gives them meaning.

Vera, a young girl when her own mother went, is on the cusp of adulthood herself. As her peers begin to marry and become mothers, they speculate about who might be the first to go, each wondering about her own fate. Reveling in their gossip, they witness each other in motherhood, waiting for signs: this one devotes herself to her child too much, this one not enough—that must surely draw the affliction’s gaze. When motherhood comes for Vera, she is faced with the question: will she be able to stay and mother her beloved child, or will she disappear?

Provocative and hypnotic, Alexis Schaitkin’s Elsewhere is at once a spellbinding revelation and a rumination on the mysterious task of motherhood and all the ways in which a woman can lose herself to it; the self-monitoring and judgment, the doubts and unknowns, and the legacy she leaves behind.

The story is told in first-person from Vera’s perspective, so you know you’re going to be with her for the duration of the book. That said, this book had me guessing a lot. I had no idea what to make of the disappearances, and when a stranger comes to town (not a spoiler, happens very early on in the book) the reaction to her of the townspeople is really interesting. The story comes full circle, and, by the end, I was really happy to see how Vera’s story turned out. I absolutely loved this and will be recommending it.

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The Vanishing Triangle

Title: The Vanishing Triangle

Author: Claire McGowan

Genre: True Crime

Thank you NetGalley for this book!

I’ve been meaning to read Claire McGowan for a while. I’ve heard good things about several of her books. When I saw this one available on NetGalley, and knowing it was true crime, I knew I had to check it out. Sadly, this one did not work at all for me.

From Goodreads:

From the bestselling author of What You Did comes a true-crime investigation that cast a dark shadow over the Ireland of her childhood.

Ireland in the 1990s seemed a safe place for women. With the news dominated by the Troubles, it was easy to ignore non-political murders and sexual violence, to trust that you weren’t going to be dragged into the shadows and killed. But beneath the surface, a far darker reality had taken hold.

In this candid investigation into the society and circumstances that allowed eight young women to vanish without a trace—no conclusion or conviction, no resolution for their loved ones—bestselling crime novelist Claire McGowan delivers a righteous polemic against the culture of secrecy, victim-blaming and shame that left these women’s bodies unfound, their fates unknown, their assailants unpunished.

McGowan reveals an Ireland not of leprechauns and craic but of outdated social and sexual mores, where women and their bodies were of secondary importance to perceived propriety and misguided politics—a place of well-buttoned lips and stony silence, inadequate police and paramilitary threat.

Was an unknown serial killer at large or was there something even more insidious at work? In this insightful, sensitively drawn account, McGowan exposes a system that failed these eight women—and continues to fail women to this day.

I really wanted to like this book, but it was so repetitive and disjointed. The murders are discussed in every chapter, but some are within the triangle, and some are adjacent to in some way, but there were SO MANY NAMES that it was almost hard to care about any of them. I lost track of how many times McGowan self-indulgently said “if I were writing a novel about this, here’s where I would write this xyz thing,” or “because of privacy laws, I can’t say who the suspect is, but he’s well known on the internet.” I love true crime, but McGowan didn’t hit the mark at all with this one.